Fake

It’s the empty words that sicken me
The fake “I Love You” on the phone
The smiling lies, the smiles alone
It’s the false hope that you are mine
That’s what hurts my soul so bad

I need to stop loving you
I have to let you go
But love, I’m afraid of doing so
I miss you, I hate you
I feel like loving you some more
I feel like waiting one more Christmas
To see if you will come